Some days I wonder how I ever would have survived if I had not discovered cross-dressing. I have been doing it for so long that I cannot remember a time when i did not want to wear some article of feminine clothing. Even when I have been doing "male" things like off-roading I could always be found wearing a mock turtleneck leotard instead of a shirt while on the trail. I ride my motorcycle wearing boots with a 2-3" heel almost every day, even to bike rallies. You would think that I would have issues there if anywhere, but even at rallies with thousands of bikers present, not once did I have anyone think anything of my boots.
I have always been closer to my girl friends than to my guy friends, most likely because my brain thinks more like a woman's than a man's. Could I go a week without needing to dress up? Sure, when I do my annual camping trip for 9 days I don't dress up while there, but each day that I don't dress, the need multiplies until when we get home I have to dress up as soon as possible. My need has definitely grown from a simple wearing panties to a real need to express this side of myself. Each time I go out as Heather it only reinforces the fact that there is not only nothing wrong with what I do, but that people really don't seem to mind it these days.
I have learned that it is really OK to be who you really are. So long as you are not hurting anyone else, it should be that way. Somehow I managed to find the most understanding woman in the world and married her. I'm still trying to figure that one out. It does seem as if women are for the most part very open & understanding about the whole thing... At least the younger ones are.
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